Saturday, July 17, 2010

I want to be loved, but you dont seem to love me
I wander within that repetition
I found one answer; that even if Im scared, even if Im hurt
I can say I love you to the person who I love

Do you love me? Or not love me?
As for things like that, its already fine either way
No matter how I wish
There are many unchangeable things in this world, right?
Thats right, and because only the fact of my loving you
Is the truth unchangeable by anyone

I want to overcome the thousands of nights and tell it to you
Theres something that I must tell you
I want to be loved, but you dont seem to love me
I wander within that repetition
I found one answer; that even if Im scared
Even if Im hurt, I can say I love you to the person who I love
Its scary to turn my feelings into words
But I can say I love you to the person who I love

In this broad world, I cant express the joy of encountering you with words
So we smile, sing about the vividly passing autumn in do-re-mi
Turn our backs on winter, wait for the sunlight streaming through trees in spring
And become reborn anew, so that we can protect someone

On the path we came from and our destination, when we looked back, Id always have timid eyes
I want to face you, but I cant be honest
I, who repeated days of not being able to straightforwardly love my partner
And hated being alone on that day
Seemed to love people while unwounded

Ill overcome the thousands of nights and go meet you now
There is something that I must tell you
I want to be loved, but you dont seem to love me
I wander within that repetition
I found one answer; that even if Im scared
Even if Im hurt, I can say I love you to the person who I love
Even if those thoughts arent fulfilled, I can say I love you to the person who I love
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Your folded pale wings
are just a little tired from the overly blue sky
You don’t have to force your smile for anyone else
It’s alright to smile only for yourself

Loneliness continues to creep up on me,
a candle alight on the inside
Such a gorgeous chandelier
shouldn’t be at a crowded party, like this one
Why should I bury it all
in the emptiness of words that are lacking?
I don’t know anymore

As long as we can swim freely in our dreams,
we don’t need the sky anymore
Even if I can’t paint over everything
that happened up until yesterday,
I’ll still come out to meet you tomorrow

Your folded pale wings
are just a little tired from the overly blue sky
You don’t have to force your smile for anyone else
It’s alright to smile only for yourself

Inferiority complexes and reconciliations
aren’t things that will come true so easily
The mirror that remains
at the top of self-consciousness reflects flower petals
It looks like my voice is strained
from trying to cry out with an impure love
It’s irritating

In these changing times,
wounds will soon turn into scabs
Without waiting for that to happens,
you’re so beautiful, and so fleeting…

Prayers shiver in the sun,
like traces of down that have come loose
It’s alright to not think about loving someone
as being too much for you right now

Sometimes this world is a little bit too dazzling
to walk looking upward in
When you cast your eyes down,
as though sinking, the dry ground slurps up your tears

Why do we feel so alone anytime?
You don’t have to take on everything
Why do we feel so alone anytime?
Just putting up with it isn’t courage
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The sunflowers believe in the sun even if they are imprisoned by the cloud
behind the silence that cultivating the grief
they’re waiting for the time that apprehending the hope
for example, without including the sadness
do you sing the love?
love that was life-sized

in the space between “human” mankind
I wonder what thing was brought up with its own way
a friendship, an affection
a loneliness, a courage also a dream
at the time when there’s no strategy
to turn those all into words
one song was born
a bare song

undelivered plain “thank you” and
countless “I’m sorry”
only in this place, in order to fulfill the surging hope
let’s make progress without turning our face
hanging in the memories, the farewell isn’t for me
while gazing at the more shining tomorrow
let’s undergo this reality

it’s fine if there’s no such special thing
I only want to be the typical me
in the sunlight, while looking through the worn out words
I want to keep singing proudly
the life doesn’t travel the short-lived dream
I’ve already understood thing such as happiness
the words were starting to run

when we’re on the verge of the tears
we couldn’t turn our real feeling into words as well
without conveying anything, we conceal it with a smile
in this place let’s release all sadness
let’s end the yesterday us here

the fountain of heart that fall silent
the petals of maple are floating
just gazing won’t change anything
let’s start with some beginning
a vacant bird cage is left behind in this place
within the new place, in an unsurprising miracle
if a light was turned on then it’s okay
a so-called existence for the sake of standing and facing anything in life
wasn’t an exaggeration
let’s walk only facing forward
for the sake of getting apart with unnecessary things
as soon as the sweat glitters in our forehead
it’s the day called something we live for
soon close by, our cheek would get wet by the tears of achievement

from somebody’s life
there are merely countless insufficient things
folding our liar’s wings, we walked
while looked up at multicolored sky, but didn’t concern about it
from this place there’s the light
let’s continue living

In the sky the seven colors spread
with the tolerance of afternoon’s blue sky
In the wind’s gathering place
the joy and sadness also runs out its meaning
Entangling the bare heart that has fallen and got polished by lies
big dream, little happiness
your tears don’t make any mistake
don’t be just by yourself since it’s painful
so let’s struggle with everyone
even a person such as me doesn’t abandon the future
in the surrounding roads we’re taught about various things
somehow we’ll rise
it’s fine as the darkness take us
at any rate we’ll run facing tomorrow

to the light’s shining way
to the light’s shining way
keep progressing
keep progressing
it’s fine to be clumsy
it’s fine to be clumsy

those sunflowers bloom wholeheartedly
facing the sun only
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